Day 132: Just for today…
Today I just don’t feel like writing. It isn’t because I don’t have anything to say, it’s because I don’t think it would do any good. Mostly, I feel like running away because there are so many zealots rampaging through my city and the city next door. I am so tired of hearing people blame everything else on everyone else. I need to get away from it.
I know I can’t here, either, if I engage in some of the stories because many of them are the same as what I want to get away from. That means, I guess, I am tired of listening. My heart is getting too heavy, and it is robbing me of my energy. It surely doesn’t help that I have been without work for three months due to isolation. I come alive when I am helping others.
My answer would be for peace for ALL; white, black, red, yellow, blue. Many don’t agree with me and because I want that, I’m being considered ‘on the other side’ then — the opposing side. Only opposing to ‘you’, I guess, because I am trying to align myself with those who want peace in the world.
So, the only truth I know how to follow is God’s truth. I pray He fills my heart with His Blood because mine is tired, and I don’t want it to be tired.
Take care. God Bless you in your own personal struggles. May He lead us all.
