Day 99: My challenge is becoming a challenge…
I am at day 99. I accepted a challenge from a coach, something like you did. I could choose writing, podcasting, or live video. I knew I couldn’t speak my voice everyday because sometimes I just don’t want to talk out loud. That left the writing. And, I find myself ‘cheating’ (though it technically isn’t) by responding to someone else’s writing instead of coming up with my own ideas. Like now, except I fully understand. My challenge was given so that by the end of the 365 days, I would ‘find my voice’. I guess that could be true, but tonight I almost just went to bed until I heard myself say, “You still need to write something”.
And, before I came on Medium tonight (it’s actually 1:48 AM) I was on one of my three Masterclasses that I am taking — all different venues, so, I do need all three. The one I was working on tonight gave me quite a bit of writing homework. As I was creating a scenario of my perfect target market for this venue, I thought I wished I could have just copied and pasted it to here, but it wouldn’t have made any sense to you, my Readers. I was tired and saw that it was already past midnight. I had to come here because it is important for me to keep this challenge up. In one of my FB groups where this challenge was given, a woman who accepted it a year ago had finished the whole 365 days — I forgot what she chose. When I commented on it and commended her for continuing, she was highly encouraging of me not to give up.
So, I understand and I will remember your post because I have to overcome this again when I start creating videos for where my ultimate goal is leading me. It is only a part of it, and until we can all come out of our homes and businesses are no longer ‘ghosted’, I have to do much of it online. I will remember your story. Thank you.