I’m still trying to figure out how I can stop reacting to my own reptilian and mammal brain… usually happens when a situation that is emotionally or financially charged, won’t change. And even though I can make a change that may ‘save’ me, I can’t make the change because it does not feel that moving away is the right choice. Thus, I feel trapped, angry, and lash out in a way that is not good for the whole situation. It’s even harder when I believe that God wants me to figure this out… Not a blame, but a true belief…